I feel awful today. Not just physically, but mentally as well. I stayed home from school. Something that I too entirely too much anymore. I have quite a lot of things to do today though. I just need to get motivated.
Today is the last day that I will skip school. I have to promise myself this, or I will keep dong it.
I miss Roy so much right now. Well, I always miss him when he's not right here with me. I'm so lonely without him by my side. I would do anything right now, just to get him here. I've never loved someone like I love him. I've never let myself get that close to someone before. Right now, he has my heart, soul, and life in his hands. He has the power to hold me up, or break me into a million pieces. So far, he's holding me up.
And I'm doing the same for him. I will never let him fall, and I'll do everything I can to make him happy.
I love him. More than anything.

Sorry for my ranting, I feel a bit out of it right now..